Sunday, September 9, 2012

The Crossed Line


Finally, I have found some time for myself writing this update. It's been a jolly good week since I started on my very first job of my life! (I have crossed the line after all)

Working in a construction company was never easy and never will. Seem like my expectation towards working life changed a bit as it's a bit unexpected from what I imagined to be. And the rest of this paragraphs (except for the last one, if you wish to skip) shall contain my complaints and dissatisfaction.

I am not pointing fingers at the company for my complaints but more how would we really able to enjoy life while working our socks off. Leaving government jobs aside, being employed with private construction firms were really no joke.

Here's some observations and experiences so far:

i) I have to work for 6 working days leaving only a day (Sunday) for my own personal space and enjoyment.

ii) Working hours doesn't matter anymore be it from 8 to 5 or 9 to 6 as the hours depend on the amount of workload and not by looking at the clock to rhyme "work's over!".

iii) Most employees doesn't leave the office on time as it should be. And those people who leave the last are always of higher positions/departments.

iv) Nobody really cares how well you are doing, thus adaptation towards work environment must be quick and passion of self learning must be high.

It is common sense that that's the reality of office working life. Perhaps it's pretty much the same elsewhere just that the role that we play determine type of working condition that fall on us. 

I'm calling them challenges that we need to overcome in this pacing working society. But the question is, how long can we retain such energy and passion? Can we still take up all of these challenges even though we are already reaching our forties? Going office early and leaving late may not sound so attractive to the aged group of community as there's much more important stuff to be obliged to like family, children, welfare just to name a few.

A freshie like me put myself in the perfect environment. And that is work. While working more help me gain more experience I needed the most. While the dreaded part would be sacrificing my weekends for the sake of work.

The good news is I shall finally dispose my 'single and available' status soon enough. And am proud to say just that.

Till den~ =)

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Holistic Life Approach

Doesn't it sound ridiculous when one ask you to abandon your education while finding out more ways to earn money. Not very ridicule because it definitely have its point.

And the above statement is not about one person asking another but myself asking myself. Perhaps it's not about education that should be abandoned. The question should be more like this. "What's the point of frustrating myself studying and even worse for some random subjects I don't like when the final purpose of securing education certificates will be used to earn money in my future when I can find better ways to earn more money that what my certificates can secure me for"

So what if I can find better ways to earn good money than what I'm studying for? Isn't working life purpose is to seek more income to support ourselves? Good question to wash my brain a little. But that doesn't mean I am against education. Of course, education can makes life so much easier by knowing the hows and become a professional being in today's society while leveraging our thinking mindset.

So how do I approach a holistic life? What is holistic life? Simple as it sound. Its about living our life healthily be it physically, mentally and spiritually. More often than not we might have one priority over the others. It's pretty difficult to get hold the balance of these three elements. And even worst when I started out in the working life I hardly see myself any closer and understanding towards spiritual being or physically healthy. Mentally struggling in within and often resulting in stress and tension.

Here's a definition of what I mean by holistic.

Physically : Someone who can be healthy while taking care of own fitness through consistent physical exercising while ensuring own food intake (am talking about myself actually)

Mentally : Being mentally prepared and remain fresh as it is everyday through thinking about the solutions instead of blaming the problems and see the smallest details to the bigger picture. In a nutshell, connecting the dots.

Spiritually : Get a deep understanding on the core values of our spiritual belief and how it guide us through our life while keeping our best manners and attitude at hand.

I may have missed out financial. But I don't think it should be an emphasized element but significant enough to play a role towards our happiness.

So I am working towards these three elements in a bit and shall write a report later. It really takes time and effort and plans towards a holistic being. But I believe it would be fruitful in the end knowing how one end meets the other. And when I really did. I would be a holistic person. Muahaha~


Ironic Quote of Life
"Money can't buy you happiness but without money we can be unhappy"
Robert T. Kiyosaki

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Thinking Trauma


It's been mere a week before starting on my first job. Many stuff crosses my mind and again am blaming myself for someone who thinks too much. So here I am again pouring my thoughts into this blog. About my story and about who I am.

Couldn't sleep and wonder why. No answers to that. Perhaps just some random thoughts kicking into my mind. Have been going through my memories, to see how far I can trace it back. Searching through the cupboards of memories, pulling the boxes and see how far my mind dated back. So it all started back from my kindergarden time as far as I can remember, trying to trace back those faces I knew then to junior school, high school, matriculation time then most current ones which was my uni life... Thinking back those friends I knew and some still keep in touch with is amazing. 


Going back through these memories are amazing. Really astounding to flash back on how far the journey I have made to where I am today. The changes I have went through and even the people I met. It's so fresh in my mind and seem like it's just few days or months away, but the reality surfaces. It's like 10 years ago and everything changes but the memories remains.


So much of the yesterdays where the past remains the past. What matters are the present and only the present so much that determines tomorrow's outcome.


So money minded these days when that really kicks into the brain when future plans are there. Watched a TV show recently and it rings so true to me as a man who just simply live life simple. To just forget about the complications of life and live life as there is. To earn a penny and spend a penny. To travel when there's enough money to do so just to enjoy life and be happy. Life is so much happier that way, to really set no goals at all and be worry free about nothing.


But is that possible? Not very likely unless I am a man of my own and nothing more. To live my own life where no one really cares about. To go anywhere I want to. Living life pointlessly are really great sometimes. 


Have been reviving Unity Bond once again, to keep things moving. It had been stranded for too long. And walla, finally a dot com for a shared blog with my very close friend. Am not sure how far can we bring this website but hopefully it would be more recognize globally and attract more people to read it. 

Watched 3 Idiots with my family just now. And it's a REALLY good movie. Funny and quite touching as well~ MUST watch!


So what waits ahead would be living a holistic life. A holistic being. Would explain more about this phase of life on the next post.


Have to sleep early (not so early) for a friend gathering back to high school rays trip tomorrow! Gonna meet the old faces again~ And it feels so good~


Till den~ :)

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

The First Step



Have been thinking hard these few days~ Thinking about the crossroads and the other side of it. Have even thought about taking master degree again~ *headache*


What I really meant by 'hard' is thinking beyond~ Way ahead even for like 10 years and 30 years ahead... (that's what happen when you get stranded and got nothing to do at home)


So everyone need to have a plan. And when you have a plan, you have to work towards the plan. And when it's a plan, it must be achievable and logical in the means of own capability~ So there must be also how to make it happen and a reality. If it's not, it's not a plan. (lecture time~)


It's kinda ridiculous for me to think and draw 30 years of plan ahead of me. But hey~ When I do the basic math, it doesn't sound ridiculous now. It's time to know what I want in life and how to achieve them in the years to come. And plans have to take account of the retirement age~ And that's why some people buy insurance and investments~


Talking about investments, my favourite topics of all time. It really does make great sense to start early. The perfect age to start at the early 20s (i'm still young, yay! LOL) to start making investment. As there are no such thing as quick money in investments, unless (I've done my homework) I get myself involved in stocks or bond investment (not very likely till I have like 1 million in my account) and participate in a direct sells (MLM) via people begets people begets money method (accompanied with 100% effort and motivation, this method can be real good investment for certain people) or the better worse to buy a lottery ticket everyday and prays that ONE day that jackpot may strike on my lucky day~


Planning 30 years ahead is easy. Very easy. What's hard would be our mindset testing our patience, consistency and effort in realizing such plan. More often than not, even it's a one year plan, one hardly can follows so what about 30 years you say?


And good news! I am officially employed with a private construction company! (dammit) Congratulation to me! Yay! Would be officially working as a Junior Quantity Surveyor on 3rd September 2012. There's a designation I can finally write while filling forms now~ HAHA!  


Mom seem deeply unhappy and still convincing me to quickly report duty to JPA. And even threaten by saying I can change into a new car (with my own expense of course!) if I get accepted into the government sector. What a deal! A new car! Woots! I can say bye bye to greeny!


Too much of thoughts these days~ My head gonna go KABOOM! Gonna concentrate on my career for the time being~


No money no talk~ And that's why when no money, there's always a blog for myself~


Till den~ ;-)

Saturday, July 21, 2012

The Crossing Line

After few days of settling down from Taiwan trip. It's back to home life again like it used to be during semester breaks. Mainly doing some unproductive activities and to name a few like watching dramas, reading the piled up unread bought books, surfing the net mostly on Facebook (I found this site not that useful after uni life as assignment groups are closed except for updating with friend's status update or look out for special events where 80% has nothing of my concern) so I can start reduce my addiction towards FB for now, downloading new kpops and music videos and laze around~ All in all, I am wasting my time.... That's ironic for me saying myself wasting my own time. It's true and I know it.


So people (even bank's staff, where I go banking one day with my mom) have been asking if I have found a job. *snort* Embarrassingly saying no kinda makes me feel wasted somehow~ LOL!


But yeah~ Come to think of it... I should be working already and perhaps because I'm not ready to step into the working world yet. As I know what awaits me when I did. Mom has been persuading me into being a government servant despite myself not liking it but somehow she has her points... Government jobs are less heavier, working hours from 8 to 5, can nicely spend my weekends, addition of allowance, plenty of holidays to spend and the incentives for buying houses and cars. So while waiting for my full result to be released on 27th July 2012 and try my luck applying for that job, I am urged to do a part time or a full time temporary job be it whatever I want, just for my experience.


What crosses my mind would be being a promoter (sadly but yes), getting involved in selling insurance (to gain great trainings and marketing skills), participate in direct selling or MLM (somehow being dragged into this by my aunt), going for property workshops or courses (to my favor, but need to pay for such attendance) or do a part time job for my last intern company (which I dreaded) Hurm... I think that's a pretty much of a list or I can add in being a waiter or barista in McD or Starbucks~


And when that happens, I would be expecting to put down all the unproductive activities mentioned above.


So the line is drawn. I know what's coming. All that's left is start putting my foot across it.


And when that happens, I will be so busy... So so busy... So so so busy...


To seek and draw new resolutions, objectives and goals year after year. Laying the carpet of plans and the mind of execution.


Sound scary to me.... But that's life! Even while in the midst of such business. This quote still rings to me.


Life is not about the destination. It's about the journey. (so meaningful right? :P)


Woots~ Till den :)











Wednesday, July 18, 2012

12 Days Taiwan Graduation Trip

The most anticipated trip! And thumbs up for this awesome trip! It's not entirely taiwan trip alone as there's an exchange of plane to Taiwan from Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. So it should be Sabah-Taiwan graduation trip.


Since it's a super duper long trip although not as long as my internship in Guangzhou. I will just summarize everything here. (am just lazy to write actually~ haha)


First arrival and took a brisk walk around Kota Kinabalu town. Nothing much compared to KL only that the cost of living there are comparable higher. A bowl of normal mee can costs up to RM6 - RM7. If I would be going for the next trip to Sabah, I would definitely go to KK Mountain and Sipadan Island. 


In the mere 12 days in Taiwan, my coursemates (4) and I, can said to travelled the whole Taiwan except for the Eastern area. Taiwan is really the most recommended travel spots of all Asian countries. Really had a pleasant traveling time there. Why? The people there are friendly and easy to talk to. (well, of course if you can speak Chinese well) The mountains and peaks really have beautiful and breathtaking views. The transportation systems are systematic, easily understood and very punctual so you can easily plan the trip in detail without wasting any time. The food there were my all time favorite! Night markets in Taiwan are all filled with delicious snacks! Not forgetting all the milk teas and icy fruits desserts! My all time favorite snacks are Taiwan sausages and fried mushrooms! Yummy! (photos can be viewed below)


And Taiwan people love dogs so much~ They bring them around all the time... To night markets, to shopping malls, to MRT trains, to garden and parks, to beaches and to everywhere~ It's a dog paradise! Definitely gonna breed one if I live there.


Experienced both sunrise and sunset there! Although in two different places~ The sun rises around 4.30am in Taiwan and that's super early... So we need to wake up at 3.00am to catch the sun. And the skies there are always bright even at night. The clouds are visible even at night! Awesome feeling!


The places I have visited are Tai Chung (台中), Tainan (台南), Alishan (阿里山), Sun Moon Lake (日月潭), Kao Shiung (高雄),  Kending (墾丁) and Taipei (台北).


I would really want to stay in Taiwan for like 3 months and learn about their culture and how such country develop in such way. Traveling in Taiwan and staying there is a totally different thing altogether. I'm definitely flying back to Taiwan~ ^^


















Tuesday, June 26, 2012

The Final Farwell

The time has finally come... The final farewell and the end of my university phase of life. I believe this post shall be a long one for me to write to recap all the 3 good years of memories and so much sentiments of thoughts in play while concluding all my 6 semesters thoughts here.


What really brought me into writing this was the upset feeling of seeing my friends leaving the university and the thought of never seeing them again. And it's probably true that the last time seeing those familiar faces would never appear again~ The friends that I have spent three years with, which are my coursemates and AIESEC circle of friends.


Everything to do will be associated with "for the very last time" while spending the last moment in uni. It would be the last time for me walking the hallway. The last time stepping into the library. The last time walking the same path. The last time breathing uni's air. The last time to spend good times with friends who are going to leave. The last time to do the same routine everyday. And the list goes on...


I could even remember from the very first day of my uni life and the experience of stepping into the university without knowing what will happen throughout these 3 years. Along the journey, I have met wonderful friends and how everyone have changed along the way including myself.


Looking back at myself to someone who don't really mix with the 'clique' people eventually turns my whole world upside down. It may turns out ugly sometimes which is common but in the end, friends are still friends no matter if the journey is tough, as we all travel on the same route together.


Today really marked the final day of seeing my friends as most of them will be heading back just like I do bidding farewell to one another. It's a sad farewell knowing that day have came where separation makes its way.


It would be that time again, to flip through those old photos one day, smiling and flipping through those happy faces wondering what all of them are doing right now and hope to go back in time to that exact moment the picture was taken to look at those happy faces once again....


The last paragraph really put me to tears.


Bidding farewell to all my great friends out there and how I wish I would meet them again somewhere someday. Definitely if I have the chance to.

Friday, June 15, 2012

Bye Bye Uni Pre-Symptom

In less than 2 weeks and I'm done with uni... And dammit, now regretted of not applying Master Degree... To think back, uni life is so much better than working~ *sigh*


Here's an update for failing my interview~ Been to Sunway Group interview and that was actually my second time attending a formal interview... I would presumed that it was the toughest interview I went through. Stuck in a room with two interviewers over 1 hour and a half screening me over... The worst part from THAT particular interview is that now I'm having post interview symptom whereby thinking all the possible wrong answers I gave...


To recap~ It's a pain in the ass... And now am feeling guilty of being who I am in that interview~ So there's this saying about "Be yourself, show them who you are" Right... Screw that statement! It's not about being who you are but being who you are not that matters in an interview~ What really struck me, would be in order to be like-able, impressive and secure a pass. Have to make up some fancy stories and being humble at the same time.... 


What that really means is to give a favorable response instead of an honest response. Say 'yes' instead of 'no'. Say 'can' instead of 'can not'. Say 'that is my first choice" instead of "that is arranged". It is essential to be a pessimistic in an interview and probably screwing one up after being employed knowing one is not superman but just someone who wears the red underwear outside... But that probably will not happen because once one being employed means you got the job and you have to show them that you are superman and start wearing red underwear outside to work as a fresh start. Anyhow it's a lesson learnt. So be a YES man in an interview. (they won't know it's a no no in your brain) 


Less than two weeks more before officially ending my university. And come to think of it, it's less than two weeks and I will be flying to Taiwan! Excited? Honestly, there's not even any anticipation and excitement element for it... Perhaps it's because it's examination week and midst of rushing my PSM so that I can graduate happily. And hopefully I do~


It's reaching the end chapter of my student life. More gatherings are popping up one after another. To have the final moment of seeing familiar faces and also to remember the smiling and laughing expressions on each faces~ That's so sentimental~ I shall just stop here~


Till den~ My next post would be a new start~ :)























Sunday, June 10, 2012

Be Different, Stay Different

Being different is one of the most important traits in life. Be it for me or for you~


Under certain circumstances, it's pretty difficult being yourself. And its even harder when not knowing what your traits are and should be. I think everyone will surely come to this phase of time to decide who to be and who not to be. Of course, we do idolize the people we wish to be. And even hope someday being like them. I do favor those great idols, but what really matters, these people are just the set of examples to follow suit. We can never exactly be like them and live someone's else life.


What's more even in some situations, I am not myself. Life is so like the story of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde where we live of both different personality traits. We wanted people to view us differently than who we really are~ To impress~ To boast~ Or even to hide the other side of ugliness within~ Putting ourselves on the stage of act could be harmful to ourself~ The good side for wearing a mask would be when we challenge ourselves beyond who we are~ To take on the courage and see how far we can go~ But that doesn't mean to dispose of our very own traits.


People change everyday and research even shows that people will tend to be different in terms of behavior, attitude and the way they think every 5 years~ But that of course, are mould by so many factors like being influence by the people they are with, changing the goals of their life and even exposed to different situations. That's what we call "growing".


Even when we change through the phases of life. We need to be different. To be unique. To stand out odd from the people besides you or around you. What makes you different while sharing the commonalities between them.


The hardest question even myself have a hard time answering it would be "What makes you different from others and why are you different that way"


I am sure that we are not born the same. And if we do, the world would be in chaos~


That's why life is beautiful when it is so diversify~


So be different and stay different~ :)



Tuesday, June 5, 2012

New Watch

Yay! I finally got my hands on a new watch! Got it in Bugis Junction in Singapore~ And along accompanying my friend for a job interview so the whole trip was not that lonely~ 


Am happy that I bought myself a nice watch~ Have some antique feature and solar powered. It's Casio Edifice EF340SB-1A1V. Never knew the series number till I googled it~ Initial price was at $150 and I got it for $108 because of promotion period~




The pic above is the one I bought~ Well~ My initial plan to buy a cheap watch failed. Maybe its because I would prefer a quality one that can last long~


Have done watching King 2 Hearts! Awesome! Even the last episode is that good and unpredictable~ Should be catching up with Rooftop Prince soon~


Tonight I just feel that my mind is quite blank~ Dunno for what reason but it just feels blank and wants a day off~ Like want to sit in a corner of a place and dun wanna talk~ Ever experience that? Emo? Oh no~~~ :(


Maybe because VIVA presentation is coming. And the day after is already examination. So limited time to prepare~ Then three consecutive days of examination to face after that added with one 4 credit hours subject that require 4 hours of concentration on the particular paper. 4 hours on a paper! Sounded crazy enough~ And worst of all, its my most hated subject. Hopefully I can answer it confidently on that day~


Wish me luck! Till den~ 

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Half Day Trip to Singapore

Yipee! Finally I kept my word (i alwiz did :P) and went to Singapore this morning~ 


Quite of a random trip actually as I didn't really prepare anything. Just counted the leftover of 50 dollars then drove all the way to City Square and hop into the Causeway Link bus to Singapore. 


Started my journey around 7.30 am reaching the custom around 8:00 am. It's surprising to see not that many people at the custom cuz it's usually crowded~ After that I lost track of my time as I left my phone in the car. It's so damn heavy to put into my pocket and walk around! I need to get a traveling bag! And I saw a nice one with the brand of Lafuma in Singapore. The price? *cough cough* But yeah, Lafuma is a branded baggy product so no big deal of the price tag~


Actually I took the wrong bus and arrived at Kranji station. Was supposed to take CW2 to Bugis bus station but ended up at Kranji~ Good thing is, I asked one helpful lady and pointed me the directions to Bugis through the MRT~ Are all Singaporeans so helpful? Or maybe just the aunties in Singapore? Am really glad to have such hospitality and kind people around~


Because I lost track of time and I don't even know where to look for a time~ I think I ended up kinda early at the Bugis streets as most stores are still halfway opening through~ So I decided to eat my breakfast at one of this look-like Malay store which serve look-like Malaysian cuisine... Hahaha~ Ordered steamed chicken rice and the food was really good compare to here~ LOL~ Costs me $4.90... In dollar.... And that's like RM10 for that meal~ *sob sob*


After the meal, more shops are opened and the crowd is getting bigger~My initial plan to buy a cheap watch doesn't work out~ There's definitely cheap watches in Bugis but it just doesn't suit my taste~ I mean it looks nice but I doubt the quality and most probably its made in China~ Costs as low as $5 of a watch for those plastic types and $18.90 for the classy ones~


And ended up drooling over Casio Edifier watch in this G-Factory shop inside Bugis Junction~ It's expensive because its CASIO and a GOOD watch~ HAHA~ After tired of seeing all the items in dollar which I need to multiply all prices by two~


Which made me ended up back in UTM so early with both hands empty~ =.=


Oh~ And I have an interview with Sunway group this coming Friday! So I will be going back KL just for that interview~ So not prepared~ And am so dead on that day after needing to endure hectic presentations on both Tuesday and Wednesday~ 


So I'm gonna get a good watch to wear for my interview... I'm definitely going back Singapore... Definitely~ 


Am I insane? Actually crossing the border doesn't seem like something special~ Its just another short trip to shop for something~ Except with more foreigners around and items in dollars~ That's all~ Pretty sure I would miss Singapore after graduation~




Till then~ :)







Tuesday, May 29, 2012

It's Not Over

Isn't it weird to find people to perceive that we should appreciate things more during certain events? And especially events like ending relationships or even to be apart. It would make greater sense if we could appreciate every moment and now so that everyday, we do appreciate the stuffs that happened around us.


So live the moment and enjoy the seconds~


Final FYP/VIVA presentation have been postponed again~ And again~ How I wish it would happen faster so I could breathe easier~ Then I could enjoy some great time before final examination~ It's actually kinda suffering to have nothing much to rush~ And since I've almost accomplished all my works and so free lately~ Am so not used to be so free and even worse of thinking what and how to spend my free time~ 




Lately I have became a nutritionist~ And have been eating healthy food like salads, vegetables, potatoes and tomatoes~ Starting to hate sugary beverages especially Coke~ I love Coke initially but hate it now~


Is this a sign of aging? Just feel like consuming bad food are unhealthy~


Yep, have tried gym-ing nowadays and realize this activity don't really suit me~ I would prefer to go jogging to leverage my stamina instead of building up my muscles~ It really requires consistency and patience doing gym like to do it every now and then for every day and weeks! 


Love Rain's episodes finally coming to an end~ Thank God~ That drama is so slow~~~


Am catching up with King 2 Hearts~ Shall be finishing it by this weekend hopefully~


Graduation Dinner is tomorrow~ Well, I guess am gonna miss it~ So being left out~ 


I shall spent some good time in some far places tomorrow then~


Should I cross the border to go Singapore? Really have been thinking of going Singapore alone and sneak around and perhaps buy one of those nice watches in Bugis Street! I should start planning and perhaps this weekend?


I'm insane~


One fine quote: "When the worst really happen, it does matter at that time. But it doesn't after that. No matter what. Life goes on." 





Monday, May 21, 2012

Awaiting Uni Judgement Day

Everything seem more quiet than usual~ Seem as if the world have stopped spinning. The trees aren't moving any of their single leafs, leaving only the birds chirping happily away~


Less than two weeks for uni classes to be over~ And three weeks till the final examination~ A mere month more for me flying to Taiwan for my graduation trip... Now awaiting The Judgement Day for thesis defend presentation that determines the result of my graduation~


Hectic weeks have gone and now left with presentations and submission of assignments. Seem to think of it, the syndrome of "uni-over" have passed for me but starting to affect my friends~ One of them struck me with a question that never crosses my mind, but have given me some real thoughts towards it. 


"Who would you like to see as the last person for the very last time before leaving your university for good?"


I really couldn't thought of anyone in particular and maybe that's because I didn't find anyone who have been the closest and being my best throughout my uni life~ But of course, there are some people who I really wanted to meet and say thank you's for being a part of my circle of friends. For being there when I need them. And for being enjoyable together with. And some great memories we have had together~


That was a lot! LOL~ Everyone I met are important (except some which needs to be forgotten, haha!) And come to think of it, I would like to meet the first friend I met when I stepped into the university. It's not my roommate of course, but I don't really know where he is now~ The first meeting best greet with the last one~


And yeap, these few days have been grieving over one of my uncle's death that was not being told to me till lately I found out myself. The feeling of awkwardness of never to be able to see that person again really made my heart sank. What's left are memories~ And the moment he held my hand and smiled at me~ It's unforgettable~ And I prayed for his peace~ ;(



Sunday, May 6, 2012

LOVE Is A Four Letter Word

I wonder why songs seem to be beautifully nice especially when it rain~


It's been quite awhile for me listening to english songs~ And don't know for what reason my interest seem to lost in RnB and Rock english songs~ Getting some cuckoo in my head I guess~


Love Is A Four Letter Word Album Cover


But lately I have fell in love with Jason Mraz's new album again~ LOVE Is A Four Letter Word... A great singer and vocalist~ And yeah, I am looking for good vocal singers nowadays and hate rappers god knows why for now~


Really really love this three songs from his album namely "I Won't Give Up", "93 Million Miles" and "Everything Is Sound". It's just joyful to listen and enjoy the melody of his music~ 


It's been awhile and I'm back with english songs! Just these few in particular~ LOL~


Oh... I'm addicted with Triple Town at the moment... Three grass turning into a bush, three bushes into a tree, three trees into a house, three houses into a big house, three big houses into a castle, three castles into a floating castle and three floating castles into triple castle! 


So fun! :P 



Saturday, April 21, 2012

Crossroads of Graduating

Looming nearly less than a month before happily graduating from uni and gladly saying byes to all the dreadful lectures (sometimes), loads of assignments and the stress of examinations to sit for. Just so that when graduate period is getting closer, a sudden interest looking for a job is the next thing to look for or more appropriable way of saying is to jump to the next phase of life and that is work.


The sudden looking for a job doesn't ring to me when I was asked like when am I going to start working? Most of my course mates are hopping over to the merlion country, Singapore to seek for a job and even perhaps in my own assumption to spend the rest of their life there. Even myself are attracted to settle down in such a high-income country~


But yet again. When it's time to make the greatest decision in life (except for wedding and finding long lasting relationship) It's the time to really think about the future with the hows and whats your life gonna be. Coming up with goals of your life and what kind of life that I'm going to have for the next 5 or even 10 years to come.


It's a stressful decision.


So some of the important questions that comes into my mind are these; Am I gonna keep work as my highest priority? Am I going to enjoy the working life? Am I gonna work my life for money while spending some years of hardship earning them? What's the next phase when I already started working?


Some very hard to answer questions. But I'm definitely not going to work my ass off for the sake of money. It's not even worth to work for extra time to earn few pennies when the extra time could be very valuable if it's being use wisely.


Anyhow, for me, the purpose of working is to earn money unless it's a work that's enjoyable that lasts for a lifetime that provide a good income for some steady years to come. And so why not look for better alternatives of earning money instead of putting all the hard time into it that sometimes draining all the energy and wasting so much of valuable time that can be for the better use of it.


My goal of life is not to work for money. But to look how money could work for me.


Am so gonna miss my uni life! Till den~ :)

Friday, April 13, 2012

Awesome Final Coursemate Trip

Had a super super tired day but an awesome awesome trip with some of my awesome coursemates to Batu Caves, I-City and Genting!


Have done some of my first time stuff in these three places plus eating three different type of the famous Bak Kut Teh in Klang! Eat! Eat! Eat! Oh, I shall start go to gym! (seriously meaning it)


Climbing up over 272 steps to Batu Caves was really my first time although have been passing by that place some time ago~ The Indian temple were full of monkeys running around and even posed for a cheese camera take! It's not so that high up and quite easy to climb the stairs but were completely scary to looked from the top and having to go down the steps one by one knowing it's so sloppy! It's a nightmare just to imagine one tumbling down without a stop through the 272 steps...


Then been to I-City! Not as expected, but a great place to witness all the lights decorations at night and the BIG Ferris wheel~ The coolest place there would be the Snowalk, to get to experience the icy shiverings from the cold... Wearing just a slipper inside and having all ices filled my feet were just complete awesomely numb... And pain of course... But it's fun!


Last and not least, the place I usually go, which is Genting Highland... What makes my day so 'special' because it was my first experience to go inside the Casino. What so 'special' was that the fun Genting turned into an ugly impression for me. It's a totally different world inside. The game of gambling over money and people's serious expression were so deeply etched inside my memory. In fact, it was a very stressful place to be. It's even an eye opener to see someone lost over thousands of money in value in just mere seconds~ 


Nevertheless, that's their money and not mine. So why bother anyway~ But it's just disturbing somehow~


And so here I am... Blogging and thinking about my unticked tasks and unaccomplished assignments. Two more months left before I really bid farewell to my uni's everything and what's left to be remember~


One last thing~ I'm addicted to Love Rain (사랑비drama! It's up till episode 6! Love the story! How I wish they release all the episodes~ *\(^o^)/*

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Multi-Tasker, I'm Not.

Could you multi task? Like doing several things at once without much distractions and get things done they way you want it to be.


Looking at how fast the day and world paces. The work loads and tasks are really pulling off many people's socks including mine... Without realizing it, there are so many unaccomplished tasks pushing the list off limits and suddenly multiple stack of loads are grinning over for tomorrow.


So how the hell could you cope with these? The solution is to multi-task. Couldn't agree more that this really comes in handy in performing several works at the same time. It's great to see how much you have done at the end of the day.


But that doesn't ring to me. I am not so of a multi-tasker. Would be easily distracted and losed focus when I start doing my third stuff... I just couldn't get my eyes off a 2-hour movie... And that alone on a single task.


So how do I work things out? I would solve and accomplish tasks as quickly as possible. Would be working my ass out the next minute when an assignment is being handed over. I believe by doing so could accomplish more and productive as focusing on one task at a time then jumping to another once it's done, instead of hovering over one task then move to another halfway. It's a hassle.


So yeap, have been doing blog walking these days to pick some good and provocative reads~


And omo omo~ Running Men is coming to KLCC, Malaysia on 13th & 14th April 2012! That's during my mid-sem break! Can't wait to see them! (I shall work on my Kwang Soo banner real soon~ who's with me?)


Lee Kwang Soo! Lee Kwang Soo! Lee Kwang Soo! LOL~

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Two Different World

A two different world we live in. Or I live in...


Hanging out with some long lost friends or even with some different friends can bring so much of a perspective and reflection about oneself. In making comparison about the type of people, the stuff they talk about, the way they speak, how they think and what would they do?


I think that's what "social" really rings to me... Instead of being in my own circle of friends. Why not try venturing out and explore what is different and lies outside. This way, I can discover more... The more of the unknown. The little I do not know. And the perspective that I may never see or view my own way...


The discovery of new things in life is when the start to take a new step to a different world. It's the courage to stop doing what things been happening the way it is. To be different. Dare to be different from the way it is.


I suppose it may be the time to explore the unknown. Getting to know those not known. And doing the stuff I never did. 


This way... Really brings life more meaningful and defining...

Friday, March 16, 2012

127 Hours

Just watched this on my lappy~


Have this long ago~ And snip it out for a treat after a long tiring work...


It was a very good movie, although depressing and scary to watch. 


127 Hours feature a guy, Aron who's an explorer venture into the rocks and caves. Unfortunately got stuck in between~ And tells of the story how he survived through it.


This movie is really touching to see how life can be so uncertain to fall into unfortunate events... Watching how he suffer and waiting for death are really painful. Flashback of memories, the things he regretted doing when he can and the thoughts of his future...


The same goes to how we live everyday... Does it really mean to be in catastrophic circumstances to learn to appreciate life and to really regret what we should have done...


It doesn't... And it shouldn't be...


It's something that we should keep in mind. Always.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

The Days Are Counting

I'm afraid I have been counting the days onwards...


Literally meaning my days in university would soon comes to an end. It's really an awful feeling deep inside to imagine not be able to have your friends close by. Or even the thoughts of doing crazy stuff that have never been done before~


The missing-syndrome approaches me faster than I thought and I would really miss my days spent here~ Would even be so nostalgic flipping through those pictures taken since my first year... 


Getting the hang of it~ I would wanna spend the very last moment with friends that who knows may not be able to meet again after that~ It's time to treasure those around you and I really hate when this kinda feeling conquered over me~ :(

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Short Update

268 Kpops in my iTunes and counting everyday~ I can't believe myself to be obsessed in Korean songs until this rate. The songs just seem to cliche to me anyway~ And yup, the anticipated Big Bang new album "Alive" is finally released! I can't believe all their songs are really that awesome after such comeback~ I'm Kpop addicted! (save me!)


Have been reading some property or real estate books nowadays. Have been getting some serious thoughts about going into real hands-on investment in properties. But there's so much more stuff for me to learn about gaining some great wealth from there. And what's more when it has become so realistic into buying, selling or generating some income on the way. I guess my learning for such investments would take some time~ Especially to know when to start and how to keep going~


Have been reducing my frequency on Facebook as it seems more irrelevant to me apart from getting the hang for groups and studies communication. Falsified information, photoshopped photos and ridiculous facts are dominating the social network. And somehow it's been drowning with politics and unnecessary information for viewing. I would prefer reading some beneficial and factual datas from reliable sources instead of some nonsense going in the system. 


Looking forward for fresh days ahead! And I'm gonna dye my hair real soon~ (hehehe~)


Till den~ :)

Monday, February 27, 2012

What If You Know What's Coming?

What if you received tomorrow's paper and knowing what's going to happen?


First comes into my mind would be buying the jackpot lottery to get some bucks to spend.


But what's next crosses my mind would be flipping through the pages of accidents and images of crimes scenes which makes what's disturbing.


Would it be true that if the destined of the future are fixed?


Or if there's a possible way to save someone from dying and change what are suppose to be destined?


That only if I receive tomorrow's paper today.


But that could never happen. If it does, it would be very interesting and challenging living a life like that.


Thanks to this music video. Kinda thought provoking~