After MyLDS 2010

AIESEC MyLDS Kaleidoscope 2010. Another awesome youth national conference connecting over 7 universities in Malaysia. Has just gone by. Clarifying the purpose of being in AIESEC is one of the thing I nearly forgets. The moment of each events still ringing in my head, especially the last session of hugging and saying goodbyes. It reminds me of my last MyLDS 2009 in UUM, the exact moment of missing other delegates for we have the most fun together.


De Ja Vu.


Looking at those moment, remind me of the past memorable sweet experience. Thinking of it, I may never even get to see them again next year as I may be leaving AIESEC. It is so true that once I leave AIESEC. I will miss those who cheers me up. I will miss those who supports me. I will miss those who walks by my side. I will miss those who shares together and having fun over. I will miss those moments.


But nevertheless, those are the sweet moments of the people I met. I may continue to walk the path of my life. As I once tell myself "AIESEC isn't everything, it's a part of it" I will contributes back on what AIESEC have really enable me to learn more than what I know today. I will remember them forever. The footprints of the step I have taken in AIESEC will stays forever. In my heart.

Make Your Right Choice

Having done watching "Before Sunrise" and "Before Sunset" today really gives me a real impact. Looking back at the past, reminiscing them... Trying to figure what would eventually happen if I didn't do that or even take the step choosing a different route. To see, if things would or will be different.


Just life as we know it. It's about making choices. About taking chances. About taking the step we dare not to. And seriously I have learnt that every step I do or even anyone in the world do, really changes the direction of my course. Choices are sometimes hard to make. And when it comes to making, I am gonna make the right choice so I wouldn't be thinking or regret the choice I made before in the past. Reminiscing again. That would be so sad. Even to hear people say that they spend the rest of their life doing nothing or loving the wrong person, and to hope to go back in time to change that but eventually they couldn't. 


So sad... 


Time never turns back... 


It never will....


So make the right choice...

Finals Sem 3. OVER!!!

Finals over! Yay... The feeling is so good. To feel the dreads and stress to be done with. The anticipated time of freedom without the need to rush for deadlines or assignments. Don't even need bother to set the alarm to burn the midnight oil. That is great. And so finally I could settle down to enjoy the little things that matters in life. The entertainment... The books... The games... The sports and all... And of course, more time for blogging. 

Ahhh~ Feels good but ain't that great when I really don't have anything to do. Oh yeah I do. Just lazy to bother. Maybe that's how my laziness habit comes from. So yep, to make my hols more interesting, I should plan on what I should accomplish each day, instead of wasting time day after. It's probably the first time for me to plan for hols. Kinda weird. But I think flexibility waste more time than being organized and planned, no? Good Luck For My Hols! (by da way, will be spend in my uni most of the time. Sigh~)

Feeling it...

Am standing... Leaning outwards on the balcony. Blazing hot sun flaring its beam of lights towards me. Feeling and enjoying the heat while looking towards the trees and the so-called-lake near my room. Trees are swaying as the hot breeze swirls around them. Birds are chirping~ Insects making the morning call~ While my lappy having this mesmerizing chinese songs playing behind the scene...


Wow~ It's been awhile since having such warm feel. The hotness of the air and direct warmness it gave. The Sun gave or give... Made my day, today. Despite just slept for 5 hours at 5.35 am...

One Of Us, One Of Them, None Of Us, None Of Them.

"Have you ever have a good friend or a very best friend that you could tell everything?" A very provoking question indeed. Now I have changed my mind in a bit to put my blog to a more personal approach (which a blog usually does) Am very unsure if I really could find one here.

Having like minded people or more I would term as "clique" seem very little chance or maybe by no chance at all. This invoke me to say human are selfish... And yes. That including me... But are they? Yup. Have a very disturbing thought these few days, in fact, it has been months. Let not just term it as "emo" as if there is this word at all. I would not regard it more, but much better way to say to put oneself to a deep thought.

I am someone who tends to think a lot. Who thinks too much. So am I "emo-ing" now or what? Having these disturbing thoughts seriously is driving me crazy and it's a study week. So good luck and hope I make it through this time around.

Finding the missing puzzle

Staring at the papers... Not reading. Just staring. Blankness crosses the mind. Sometimes it just feels good to feel empty. Just as some provoking thoughts trying to find some space in mind. The emptiness brings me to think of many things at the very moment. Trying to put the puzzles into place. Connecting the dots. Trying and virtually think of the missing puzzles. Life just as we know it. Are once colourful. Today it seems more than just the colours of rainbow that enters our life. Mine.

Thanks to a long time never-have-dinner friend. Thanks for the chat and time (despite your exam tomorrow) There's so much more in life. You have certainly provoke my thoughts and nevertheless I have a great time though. So much dimension with just not the three axis but way more than I could think of. It's time for exploration. And I do really hope to find the piece that fits into the puzzle. Hopefully. :)

Something is happening...

The clock starts ticking at 12.25 am right after the celebration of Deepavali. Staring out at the skies. Listening to the breeze. It all came at a sudden. The breeze grow stronger. The skies turning from purplish black to reddish black. Strong wind starts blowing towards inside. The trees started to sway making hissing and swishing sound. Seems like a tornado swirling its way. The sound of doors started to bang from other homes. Lights flickering all around. While some remain in darkness. Then sizzle of rain starts falling down for approximately 5 minutes. Then it comes to a halt. Sudden silence dropped. As if nothing has ever happened. 


Is this a normal phenomena or would I call it climate change? When I was suppose to be busied with my books gluing my eyes on it. This unnatural situation just gave me a strange feeling that I never have before. Something is happening and it is not normal. Is the world turning upside down or trying telling me something? Hmmm~ What a night...

No Iphone? No Problem.

Yes! Am so proud to post this up! This statement!


Now my iPhone was send to repair thanks to the stubborn home button that won't click with light touch. (hope they replace me with a new one ^^)


So can I survive without it? Been 4 days without it and yes! I will survive~
Have been using back the old phone now. To be frank, even if the iPhone never existed which means if I never buy it. I would really learn how to be independent of technology. Seem so lost without it, even direction without destination are killing me.


But yeah~ Who need an iPhone? Reliance upon technology is bad for you and me. Good efficiency but bad human productivity. So let's just hope that they would return the Apple as soon as possible. I'm confused. I don't even need one! @_@

Questioning of Loyalty?

Hey~ It's time for another movie review. And this blog is not about movies ratings and reviews anyway. Just bit sharing of the movie I watched which I really like it a lot. Well, some people may just watch action and adventurous movie, which is so much fun and entertaining but I find that meaningful and touching stories in a movie very nice and gives me a different feeling after all.


Yesterday, been to "The Pavillion" with one of my best friend and a pretty good blogger of Unity Bond (look at his muscles! he've grown!) Oh yeah, I'm still me. The same. Haha~


Puppies and dogs are my favourite animal pet of all times. Why? Because they are loyal and cute at the same time. They would be the best companion for life. No wonder Americans and Taiwanese love dogs so much and even keep one in their hostels (how i wish I could)


The movie I watched "Hachiko: A dog story" was an international re-screen released in 2009 starring Richard Gere. This was a true story in Japan (You can go download this movie or even better to buy it from a nearby CD store originally) The dog chooses his own master, given the name "Hachi" meaning "eight' in japanese. Better story can be read here. Hachikō

Hachiko and his master

Having growing up everyday with his master. It has learned to walk the master to the train station, Shibuya Station and fetching him back everyday, waiting outside the entrance of the station. Eventually one day, his master passed away. Hachiko, knowingly that his master would never reside back at home would go to the station to wait. Hachiko has waited for 8 years, coming back everyday around the same time hoping to see his master would drop by but never did, of course.


To me, this story tells us how determined a dog would wait for his master for 8 years. Of course, Hachiko is not a stupid dog but I would say a very loyal dog. Here's one statement to sum up:


"To You, They're Just A Pet,
To Them, You're Their Everything"

The Night I Shred Some Tears..

Tonight I shred some tears and am deeply touched by a specially made movie "Ocean Heaven" in conjunction with Calvary Victory Centre (CVC) to raise funds for the awareness of autism. Starring Jet Li, Ran Chen and LunMei Kwan. Jet Li played his first full drama role in this movie. 

Ocean Heaven

The story rolls down to how a father care and love deeply for his only son who are in autism. This story is very meaningful and shows how a father would take care and sacrifice everything for his disabled son he loved so much. This reminds me so much of how my parents treated me when I was small.


When the father knew that he will soon die due to a late liver cancer, he tried his best to and for his autism son, to teach him how to be independent and be living without him. This movie truly touches of a father's determination and unconditional love towards his disabled son. A MUST-WATCHED movie for this week. (do bring tissues along~)

My AIESEC Exchange Story [May/June 2010]

Yeah yeah I know... It's kinda late for me to update my exchange story since my last trip to Guangzhou, China. Under AIESEC exchange program, I was given the opportunity to go abroad and yay~ That was good good news because I do intend to go oversea in my uni life as one of my goals and yes, there I was standing in the world's largest population country, China.


Instead of writing an essay, here are some FAQs to sum up my exchange!


1. What the heck is AIESEC?
- It is the largest youth-run organization that exists over 107 countries... ... ... (click this to know more)


2. Go for what and what did you do?
- Intrigued by my passion of environment. I run for "Low Carbon Now" environmental sustainability project in Sun-Yat-Sen University. Oh~ And also to develop myself to learn how the other green side looks like. I have been over more than 10 high and middle schools in Guangzhou including the best school in Guangzhou province, Hua Fu Middle School to teach about environmental awareness. I am a TEACHER! Wuhoo~ First time!


4. Why China?
- Actually... I plan to go Taiwan. Due to time constraints and persuasion from parents~ China sound cool.


5. Scary?
- Very... When they dunno what you say and you dunno what they say. :)


6. How come you get thinner???
- The food in Guangzhou doesn't taste bad, just that it does not taste like the local food (compared to Asian food available in Malaysia) And I don't eat those rabbit meat, dog meat, and those never-heard-before and like make-your-eyes-ball-roll kinda food there.


7. Why you go there so long one?
- For 6 weeks approximately. To snoop around, get around with China lifestyle of business and also to know more about China and its people. Not forgetting traveling~

 

Guangzhou Best School : Hua Fu Middle School

Cheeze for Back To School~

Amazing Race with students~

Guangzhou : City Of Goat

Beijing Road

I have a lot more pictures to share~ Six weeks of snapping photos non-stop~ But yeah, do leave comments to ask me anything regard this exchange at all~ ^^ Looking forward to answer you.

Tommy Emmanuel Live Concerto

First of all, would like to thank Andrew C. for giving me this opportunity to replace him for this charity concert. (and hey, it was a really awesome concert!!!)

Ticks!

Nimble Fingers... Glorious Pleasure!

Performing LIVE! Wuhoo!

Tommy Emmanuel is the best guitarist I ever seen and in fact is the best known guitarist and musician in Melbourne, Australia. Tonight was the night that he make me realize that a guitar is not solely just one musical instrument that strums of melody but much more that are able to act like a whole band on stage. Drums, bass, beats, piano are not only what a guitar can do but so much more inspiring with the music you can feel. Guitar is a musical instrument that needed practice and hell which can take more than 10 years to learn being apart of it.


"To me, music is not about how it looks (meaning the guitar of course) but how it sound and feels"


The sentimental element in music is the best in the concert. I am able to feel it, it is as if I was being taken to another musical world that drifts me away to the inner side that touch. For music lovers out there, you know how powerful music really is. Tonight concert was my first in JB and was looking forward to more of these! ^^V

A Little Laugh

How do Chemistry define "Holy Water"? H2OMG~


It's a fact that light appears faster than sound. No wonder most people seems bright till they speak~

An Awesome-But-Yet Ridiculous Night To Remember

Today and yesterday was a total awesome but yet a kicking day for me. My coursemates and I (5 of them) went to Tebrau City Mall to just plan to watch “The Child’s Eyes 3D” which was the ever first asian 3D horror movie. Eventually this is what we end up doing .

1. Nearly fainted with the 3D movie, thanks to the effects of the people in the cinema that screams like there’s no tomorrow plus with the 3D effect that enables the ghost to jump into your eyes any moment of the time. 

2. Bought three books back from Harris by Malcolm Gladwell : Blink, Outliers & The Tipping Point.

3. One is not enough, we went for “The Life Just As We Know It” movie~ Great laugh…

4. The adventure begins. Have a little supper out at 1.30 am in Tmn. Uni. (then just realizing my ICs and other cards went missing) And that head us all the way back to Tebrau (30 minutes drive) to search for it. The best part is we went into the mall with all the closed shops searching for missing cards~ First time ever been there without anyone inside~ First time walking through cinema lane without any permission~

5. The climax is when we finally found the missing stuff actually was just right in the car. (=-=)’’’

Really feel sorry for my carelessness. I have been not careful for more times than I can count. But then, this was actually a night which I couldn’t forget~ The “Lost & Found” Night + A Little Bit of Adventure. ^^

A disturbed mind

Oh yeah~ Here it goes again. Having a disturbed mind after watching another disturbing movie (which i usually do :P) But it's great though to have this kinda feeling. You wanna get disturbed too? Well, watch "The Fourth Kind"

It's about the story of... Well, if I tell you then it's pointless for you to watch isn't it? This movie is somewhat similiar to Paranormal Activity but just different conceptual. It is disturbing because it triggers my thoughts. Well~ You know... I like to think and when I did, I tend to get carried away by all the waves and "rojaks" with it.


Well~ It's been awhile since I get to have the free time to watch a movie in my roomie~ (not a good day to hang out with the thick haze blocking my face anyway) And great! I am DISTURBED. =-=

A new BLOG! Waseh~

It's been awhile and oops~ I think like ages that I've said that I would make a blog~ And wala! Here it is~ Welcome to read my blog and leave your little comments below if you have anything to say. Won't be posting up everyday (like I have the time to) But will surely update it whenever I'm free~ ^^V