Still Not Dead Yet

I'm alive! Thank goodness finally gotten my senses into re-update my blog once again (alwiz say so :P) Knowing I'm gone far too long would means I'm nearly as good as dead wiping myself out of this database. Have even thought of never coming back to my own blog again. Leaving it dead. So sad right?

The greatest challenge for me to come back to writing again is time management and self management. Have not been managing my time wisely, not entirely to blame myself partly to my work! Plus my discipline and declining aspirations while doing some soul searching. It's my second time doing soul searching and it's really mind disturbing at the same time. Feeling lost. (like a puppy wandering the streets not knowing where it's headed)

Have been working nearly a year of experience as what my degree scroll displayed and I quited. Not the hardest thing to do but one of the silliest decision made although am not regretting it. Why I find it silly is because it's tough nowadays to even get a job (yes, even for QS already) and quitting is like letting go such opportunity and contribute myself to an increase of unemployment rate. Why I decided to go then? The factors mainly lies with the learning opportunities, working environment and a deadly superior. My former explanation is that 1 year may seem short but knowingly my career development will not go that far to work in a company that does not invest in construction technology softwares. I may even fall short in the next 5 years of my career if I don't place myself learning BIM which is predicted to takes over QS role in the future. Unless I limit myself to similar companies vested in conventional system forever. My latter two factors maybe because it's my first job experience but it's okay along the way. Another factor is because there are too many other opportunities out there that catches my attention (with my lack of self discipline)

Am currently active hunting my career in Singapore. And wish me luck! It's a long term goal while being there. I shall keep these secrets of plans myself unless I am PM for what's my plan there. Haha~

So here I am. I'm jobless, feel free to comment if you want to hire me. Or even spend some time with a jobless guy. Sounded so sad right?

Til then. I will write again I promise.