What If You Know What's Coming?

What if you received tomorrow's paper and knowing what's going to happen?


First comes into my mind would be buying the jackpot lottery to get some bucks to spend.


But what's next crosses my mind would be flipping through the pages of accidents and images of crimes scenes which makes what's disturbing.


Would it be true that if the destined of the future are fixed?


Or if there's a possible way to save someone from dying and change what are suppose to be destined?


That only if I receive tomorrow's paper today.


But that could never happen. If it does, it would be very interesting and challenging living a life like that.


Thanks to this music video. Kinda thought provoking~

The Dark Light

When everything seems so unreal. 


And when what you expect is far beyond reachable. 


To have seem to lost in within. 


To stare through blankness. 


To figure the missings out. 


And realize that it was farfetched.


 Lost for words that couldn't be made. 


And filled with emptiness with the lights fading out. 


To be filled in darkness contented with own thoughts.


Only to realize the perfect world are far beyond reachable.


Far beyond reachable....


What an emotional day I had. Looking forward for a greater day tomorrow, and with that, I shall be doing my own stuff, drowning with my own thoughts. For another day~

Meeting Great People

So once done before and now here I go again~ Meeting extraordinary people... 

Was in AIESEC before in meeting external people to talk about business partnerships and so forth and can't believe here I am doing similar tasks (luckily things go so much easier when I know the tactics already) in making appointments and interviews for my theses sake~

The process repeated itself but this time much effectively~ Have been making more appointments that I can handle myself alone... Like twice a day... To think back, with such productivity I am surely to raise more companies when I'm in my department.

The good moments make a comeback for me. It really felt that great and awesome meeting big and great people... Have been meeting Directors, General Managers, CEOs and highly experienced fellows~

What's really make me feel good is that the atmosphere are not even tense and akward. It's been comfortable with laughters in the conversation... And of course, apart from educational extraction, the interview last more than 1 hour... 

The satisfaction of meeting great people, talking with them, sharing their opinions and experiences are invaluable. What makes them inspiring are their passion and determination which puts them in a whole new level.

A whole new level worth of to be. And for me to be. :)

The Disturbing Reality

Went by a car showroom~ Hesitated a moment~


Looked through the glass window~ Eyes opened up wide~ Jaw dropped~


Sigh~ Walked away~


Sounds funny to me... And am so determine for myself... When I looked through the glass window glaring at the brand new KIA Optima car, am already drooling at the awesome luxury car. At second thought, it seems impossible for me in attaining such car even in my life~ *sighed*


So that's when reality surfaces... When the thought about myself walking the economic life alone. And totally not thinking about parent's support. It feels like... Gosh! How am I suppose to live at such expenses of life if my parent's don't support me?


Thinking of its worst scenario~ That's who I am and always blame myself for getting to the worst point in life~ When the worst really happen... I really don't know what I can do.


So there I am facing the world myself by taking account of all the stuff I need and what's that left of me to do... And that's to earn a living. 


Final semester coming soon and ending real soon~


It's time to draw real plans. Real goals. Real detail steps meaning weekly accomplishments...


And real evaluation...


So that's what I call reality~