Unexpected Expected

Yup. That's me. The worst time and incident of my life. Just happened. The guy who seem to think-too-much, meaning me would be imagine the worst of the worst.

Not gonna disclose what happened because it lies beneath the truth.

Till now I am still holding my breath.

The unexpected as I expect is coming. Thus, I shall be facing it.

Am just hoping that time goes faster so I could finally breathe again. And I will wait till that day no matter what happens next.

My boss asked me to extend my internship. (hah! now u noe i'm very useful~) till the end of August. Yeah, this is unexpected as well~ In the midst of hesitation, I actually neglected the offer while explaining about other stuff that concerns me for the time being. I just hate imagine the expression on his face. Scary! It was those expression that you may not wanna see coming from a boss~ Like a tunderstorm clouding his face. Hopefully this won't affect his final evaluation for my internship.

Besides, I have my August plans ready. And thank you so much I might need to return to this office despite I hate working life so much and to change my plans~ Just wanna say "You can call me if you need me" but sounded so wrong on the other side from a guy to a guy, to say it to my boss especially...

My good days shall be gone leaving me just a week or two to enjoy my remaining holidays~ I mean REAL holidays~

Am writing this in the office using my boss's desktop. And just trying to figure what the passwords are~ Haha~ I'm so dead if he caught me blogging in the midst of work.

Til then. Hopefully my next post would be a brighter ones~

New Fresh Life!

Super no update my blog. So many things to say now... So many things happened. Just wanna scream !!! That doesn't help >,<

Great! What comes first...

Just done with my AIESEC life... (your head ah~) Not really actually... Thought it would have just ended on 30th June 2011. Dunno who gatal-gatal go join UNLEASH Asia Pacific Congress Committee pulak... Would be expecting to have less emails or in fact if it end that way, no more related AIESEC emails... Who knows now I am the one who would be writing most of the emails sending to the CC team. Pretty sure they would hate me for sending them two e-mails everyday... What to do? Being a Vice President for Communication for UNLEASH AP 2011 to manage communication throughout the way... The name just sounded so cool right? And so looong... Took me 5 seconds to say it in full... Always wanted a 'P' and now I have it and I don't like it.

Not that I don't enjoy it. Despite of having my crazy internship (i have stories on that) and getting myself in a muddle of business now (thanks aunt) can really drive me into a super hectic life!

I want a normal life! Winners don't look back right?

Most annoying but pretty funny of my boss behaviour. He's not a physcho, very kind indeed~ Not that I like him, just that he is pretty good to me... (should say this in front of him so he could raise my salary) I am not sure but I can assume that most old bosses out there are IT blind. Instead I was teaching him how to use FACEBOOK today... LOL! The annoying part is because I am too good to teach him how to use Excel, where you don't need to click boxes by boxes and hit the "DELETE" button which is annoying if you do that for let say 50 boxes on a keyboard with a BIG finger~ I taught him to just highlight them all and "Clear Content" (if you know what i mean) 

Annoying boss replied me and said, "I prefer this way, also can and also fast." Ahhhhhhh! So wanna scream! Then he keep pressing delete boxes by boxes. In a nutshell, old bosses are stubborn. Never teach them how to do it BECAUSE they WON'T get it... Annoying right? Scream! Aaaahhhhh!

What to do? Have to bear with him for another month. Faster pass. Faster pass.

Just for sharing "A goal remain as a dream, if there are no measurable element in it. A dream remain forever a dream"

Working Life Sucks!

Two weeks of my internship passed... And I have so many things to complain! Couldn't blame me cuz this internship was my first working life experience. The first but not the worse. Not yet. I am knowing the worst is yet to come.


And I just realized one thing. Not just one but so many... The main one. Working life SUCKS! 


What really sucks is that it eats up all the time. Monday til Saturday or even Sunday sometimes. From 8.30 am until 7 pm or even later than that. This is really a hectic working life. And this continues forever and ever till I die~ That would be like working for life without any free time except for public holidays and take leave. That really sucks right?


I couldn't imagine how to stay with this lifestyle. Now I really get a taste of working life. And it is just a pain and a start. Working for money is not worth it. The more money you earned, the more time you put in work which means no time even to spend.


Being a specialist really sucks. Just as I learned today. The more I learned, the more things I know to do and have to do and must do. Climbing the corporate ladder will just put oneself in more responsibilities to bear. ( who wanna stay in comfort zone anyway~ >.< )


I am so gonna spend my weekend! Treasuring it! That's all time I have! Internship is not bad after all~ Really get to learn a lot~ ^^

First Day 'Oh' Internship

My first day of internship... So fun lah! Super fun! I'm lying... It's DAMN BOOOORIIIING~~~ It's juz my first sentence and I already sum up wit my LI experience~ hahaha...

First impression upon entering the office. Where are all the staffs and employees??!! And I end up spending my whole day today with the boss... Just me and him. And will be me and him for the rest of my remaining LI days~ It would be me and him in the office, me and him out for lunch, me and him dot dot dot... Me and him. He and me. Diz is ridiculously romantic right? Oh... How I wish it would be me and her instead...

First day of internship and I already complained. One to one coaching so much better right? Couldn't imagine how would the rest of internship goes~ Whatever it is.

I will learn as much as I can through diz. Gonna so utilize my boss since he's the only best resource I have and the only one. =.=

Good Luck Calvin! Enjoy your internship! Smile! :)

Lesson Of The Day : QS is a combination of studying Construction Technology, Contractual Law and Building Economics as a profession.