Went by a car showroom~ Hesitated a moment~
Looked through the glass window~ Eyes opened up wide~ Jaw dropped~
Sigh~ Walked away~
Sounds funny to me... And am so determine for myself... When I looked through the glass window glaring at the brand new KIA Optima car, am already drooling at the awesome luxury car. At second thought, it seems impossible for me in attaining such car even in my life~ *sighed*
So that's when reality surfaces... When the thought about myself walking the economic life alone. And totally not thinking about parent's support. It feels like... Gosh! How am I suppose to live at such expenses of life if my parent's don't support me?
Thinking of its worst scenario~ That's who I am and always blame myself for getting to the worst point in life~ When the worst really happen... I really don't know what I can do.
So there I am facing the world myself by taking account of all the stuff I need and what's that left of me to do... And that's to earn a living.
Final semester coming soon and ending real soon~
It's time to draw real plans. Real goals. Real detail steps meaning weekly accomplishments...
And real evaluation...
So that's what I call reality~
Friday, February 3, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
2012 New Resolutions
2011 gone by... It's a new new year~ Or perhaps the dreaded year of all... 2012, the rumored Mayan predicted end of the world December 2012 or whatever that predicament is...
It's the dragon year from Chinese Lunar and fortune teller even predict and comment that the year of dragon would not be of a good year. Nevertheless, I have experience the greatest celebration this Chinese New Year season with all the blasting of fireworks, tons of it (annoying sometimes) and many red lanterns hung everywhere on my sight and not forgetting receiving many ang paos~ Haha~ (seems like the Chinese this year really celebrates like the end is coming)
All in all~ It's a new year to look forward to. Have been reviewing my past 2011 resolutions and have a little laugh at some ridiculous not-done goals I have set. Pretty great achievement for me as well by accomplishing almost half of all the goals. Cut down facebook usage, less spending that much, start saying more "No" than "Yes" just to name a few~ (or maybe my busi-ness contributes to my achievements... it correlates anyway. LOL~)
Some not able to achieve are being brought forward in 2012. And yes! I am so gonna hunt these goals down with determination! Exercise more is one of them~ Gah~
Upgraded my Mac with OS Lion~ Great! Awesome makeover and handsomely designed. Bad thing is I have to re-learn how to use it with all the great and hidden features to explore... This seriously takes time.
And so officially my 5th semester is over! Moving forward with my final semester in university. Have been hearing friends' sadden thought leaving the uni soon and leaving great friends behind~ While some moaned and dreaded the working life~
In the midst of new year mood. Am so indecisive of either to walk up the education pathline or step into the working zone so soon. I wonder why there are no such talks as to what we should do best. I'm on my own. My life, my choice.
One month holiday... Gonna cramp it with reading loads of books piling on my table AND to start interviewing people for my theses sake! It's SO gonna be an educational holiday month for me... *sob sob*
Happy Holiday Calvin! The books will love you! :)
It's the dragon year from Chinese Lunar and fortune teller even predict and comment that the year of dragon would not be of a good year. Nevertheless, I have experience the greatest celebration this Chinese New Year season with all the blasting of fireworks, tons of it (annoying sometimes) and many red lanterns hung everywhere on my sight and not forgetting receiving many ang paos~ Haha~ (seems like the Chinese this year really celebrates like the end is coming)
All in all~ It's a new year to look forward to. Have been reviewing my past 2011 resolutions and have a little laugh at some ridiculous not-done goals I have set. Pretty great achievement for me as well by accomplishing almost half of all the goals. Cut down facebook usage, less spending that much, start saying more "No" than "Yes" just to name a few~ (or maybe my busi-ness contributes to my achievements... it correlates anyway. LOL~)
Some not able to achieve are being brought forward in 2012. And yes! I am so gonna hunt these goals down with determination! Exercise more is one of them~ Gah~
Upgraded my Mac with OS Lion~ Great! Awesome makeover and handsomely designed. Bad thing is I have to re-learn how to use it with all the great and hidden features to explore... This seriously takes time.
And so officially my 5th semester is over! Moving forward with my final semester in university. Have been hearing friends' sadden thought leaving the uni soon and leaving great friends behind~ While some moaned and dreaded the working life~
In the midst of new year mood. Am so indecisive of either to walk up the education pathline or step into the working zone so soon. I wonder why there are no such talks as to what we should do best. I'm on my own. My life, my choice.
One month holiday... Gonna cramp it with reading loads of books piling on my table AND to start interviewing people for my theses sake! It's SO gonna be an educational holiday month for me... *sob sob*
Happy Holiday Calvin! The books will love you! :)
Friday, January 6, 2012
What Makes Life Meaningful
Just a little thought that crosses my mind while studying for my finals~ 6 days more and yeap... (Feeling so dead seeing so many things for my academic reading)
Despite of all the business. I have finally realize what would makes my life or perhaps people's life meaningful is to make other people's life happier.
Have been coming across hardship parents working so hard to support a family. There's a reason why we work right? And some are just because what they want best for their families.
It's really a satisfaction and heart comforting when someone says thank you to you and of course, that particular someone are somebody who hardly knows you at all~
Putting on a smile on someone's unhappy face is just that awesome~
And helping the needy and receiving sincere thank you's create such wonders~ :-)
Despite of all the business. I have finally realize what would makes my life or perhaps people's life meaningful is to make other people's life happier.
Have been coming across hardship parents working so hard to support a family. There's a reason why we work right? And some are just because what they want best for their families.
It's really a satisfaction and heart comforting when someone says thank you to you and of course, that particular someone are somebody who hardly knows you at all~
Putting on a smile on someone's unhappy face is just that awesome~
And helping the needy and receiving sincere thank you's create such wonders~ :-)
Saturday, December 31, 2011
It's My 21st!
Yay~ It's time to blog again after centuries!
It's time to make a few days celebration after my Korean Test! Learning a new language is fun... Although I have been moaning that it's hard but hey, learning new stuff was like that anyway~ Just makes me feel like I have been moaning the same way back when I'm learning my ABCs~
It's reaching the end of 2011 and moving to 2012. Time flies~ Despite all my business with my final year projects, struggling with all assignments and theses. Thought final year students are very free and am so wronged. Nevertheless. the hard times mades me grow anyway~ (not in weight!) Haha~
Just spent my 21st birthday with my parents! They really put in the effort in making my day and the best of my 21st~ Love you mom! Love you dad! Received tons of presents from my cousin and aunt as well~ And really have a great time in Singapore~
Have been receiving some calls from friends to ask me out for the celebration. So happy! Not forgetting my lovely AIESEC junior, Joanne & Max! For their lovely present~ Although couldn't spend some time for their cake~ *sob sob*
To think that I'm 21 years old actually makes me feel old... Aging~ LOL!
Am coming to my final semester of my uni life! (or maybe not, if I wanna further my studies)
Despite all the busy-ness~ I am so gonna make it wonderful and awesome!
2012! Here I come! ^^
It's time to make a few days celebration after my Korean Test! Learning a new language is fun... Although I have been moaning that it's hard but hey, learning new stuff was like that anyway~ Just makes me feel like I have been moaning the same way back when I'm learning my ABCs~
It's reaching the end of 2011 and moving to 2012. Time flies~ Despite all my business with my final year projects, struggling with all assignments and theses. Thought final year students are very free and am so wronged. Nevertheless. the hard times mades me grow anyway~ (not in weight!) Haha~
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| Christmas & Birthday Presents! |
Just spent my 21st birthday with my parents! They really put in the effort in making my day and the best of my 21st~ Love you mom! Love you dad! Received tons of presents from my cousin and aunt as well~ And really have a great time in Singapore~
Have been receiving some calls from friends to ask me out for the celebration. So happy! Not forgetting my lovely AIESEC junior, Joanne & Max! For their lovely present~ Although couldn't spend some time for their cake~ *sob sob*
To think that I'm 21 years old actually makes me feel old... Aging~ LOL!
Am coming to my final semester of my uni life! (or maybe not, if I wanna further my studies)
Despite all the busy-ness~ I am so gonna make it wonderful and awesome!
2012! Here I come! ^^
